What Man

She meets a man when she is not with her boy; her boys being her sons. He is amazed by the way she walks and talks and twirls her fingers in her hair. She is there mind body and soul but where is he but dreaming how to get into her four walls. Is she easily manipulated does she take the chance of being another he has in the four point stance. She test his desires as she swags her waist bends over making him wish he could have a taste why stop there he's hungey now but what is on her mind, except the heart she just took! She has no use for a man of such but for a couple moments of for longing lust. Stop hold up she's not here for that she's gotta cool him off for he has a heart attack. She's here for the game not looking for love and hates to tell him at the end of the night there's no need for a glove. As he drugs her with alcohol and whispers sweet nothing all she is thinking is the fool thinks he's getting something. We all play the game but some play it wiser i hear for a good time just wish u were wiser. Im more than what meets ur eye i have a little more deep inside, He grabs her hand as he turns to leave and now she must pull the tricks out her sleeve..she pushes her own wheel so she says she will follow but turn on an exit make sure he cant follow she home in her bed waking up alone with no regret because she is happy to be home. Single successful and independent she need no man only plays the game as other can!!!

Days of Tears

Call me when someone is home with you..Why? What's going on tell me now? No you need someone with you and JJ your pregnant. Well what's it about just call me when someone is there with you........(Romeo comes in the door) Could You please call my Dad and let him know you are here with me. OK bring me the phone. I'm here with her, No, I'm not going anywhere tonight. Okay put her on the phone. Hey whats going on is everyone okay? No your mama is gone. Gone where? Stop playing this ain't funny I just talked to her the other day she is coming to visit me and see my son for the first time! Man whatever what really going on? Listen to me YOUR MOTHER DIED TODAY! Okay I'm going to call you back....I grab the dish soap and clean the dishes I clean the who house I'm in a zone not wanting to touch on reality running around like a mad woman reality cant catch me I wont let it. I cook many meals more than for just one night. I see the worry in my room mates eyes he keeps asking what's wrong what has happen. I say nothing everything is cool and keep moving. I hear him on the phone um what going on with Sheree she wont sit down as i continue to waddle around the house 6 months pregnant I lay my sleeping son down for the night and scramble to get my stuff to leave breath..but I am stopped my room mate has grabbed me held me in his arms I'm fighting to get away to run from reality..Its been hours since I received the new. The breaths I want to release wont come the room closes in I panic he doesn't let go I have to move I must move I dint want to think. He holds me tightly and says you don't always have to be the strong one, you haven't cried since your father called. I cant cry I wont cry I don't cry I have to be strong it not real! Reality has won I fall to the ground in his arms weak from defeat. SO I CRY! Years, Months, Hours, Day, Weeks no emotions but this moment I cried I cried for the woman who birth me loved me and was the best woman ever to walk this earth to me ....I cry for my MOMMY!!!..Its been years and I remember this day as if it was only yesterday! I cant let go I wont let go and I haven't let go.. Years have past and I still cry......

Long Distance

Long Distance relations has become as common as the grass is green. All relationships are hard not easy to maintain and require work, prayer, among alot extra. Trust and communication are a big key, but what do you do when the heart becomes loney and the bed becomes cold? Do you throw what you have worked for with your mate away or do you work harder? Compromise is often key and cannot be one sided what if your are the only one traveling to see the other? What if there is always and excuse for their non visits or ther missing moments? Just want to know how you all feel when is enough enough? When do you feel its a good time to walk away from a situation as such? How do you feel about a long distance relationship is it lost time or worth the effort?